❤ i'm a Roguishlady ~Ohh..Pls dun leave me ~~

Say Hello again...

2011-12-08T16:48:00.001+08:00

Wow....Quite long didn't update again~
Welcome back!!
Finally I've done my final exam *SHOUT* teehee....
Is time to plan my Dec activities....
On this Friday night, I'll go Clubbing with my dearest friends~
Saturday, I'll attend Miss Queen - hooilee's birthday Party....
After that will be countdown Christmas and so on....
Woohoo...I like Dec!!!

Last Friday I was attended my relative wedding dinner...
wow...everybody is growing up!!! I can't believe my eyes!!! lol....
my cousin all become more and more pretty and handsome!
On that day, we keep capture and capture....haha....
A Good memories again....lol.....
update soon.................................
wish you all have a nice day!!
ciao.......

Holiday Time !!!

2011-09-03T18:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! OMG!!! We are going to reopen soon.....Time is Flying....

I need more Holiday~~ Pls...Pls....Pls.....
In these Holiday I didn't touch any homework and BOOK!!!
Going die SOON!!!
After holiday, my quiz all is coming up...
scary scary scary ~~~~
Uni life is not a easy life......
Damn stress and troubling..............
need a lot of power to handle it....BUT....
this is life.....you can't ignore it...because....
Ignorance never settles a question!!!
Just try your best !!
All my freinds....GAMBATEH !!!

In these holiday, I keep......

1. Yam Cha with friends
2. Shopping with friends
3. Watch movie with friend
4. Take photo with friends
5. SURE...FACEBOOK!!!

and so on....
This prove that my life can't live without F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!
let me show you all my crazy fren and my photo...

CIAO.....see you....

2011-08-17T19:35:00.001+08:00

Welcome to my UNI life !!!! lol...

But I am so worry about my English!!!

OMG!!! scare scare scare !!!

when i step into my class, all of them keep speaking eng!!!!

and I am facing like one duck and one chicken speaking to each other!!

huh!!! really scare ~~~

I just found a person who can speak chinese with me...

that's only eva!!

haiz...hope i can involve them quickly....

bless me bless me....pls.....

My Uni life is quite free actually...

one week just only have 4 days class...

woohoo...free!!! But!!!

unluckily I still dunno drive...

so everyday after class, I have to wait for my sis...

and sometimes I'll go to taylors wait for her til she end of class..

pity "man" !!! haha...

thats all....Ciao....

*Hope i wont regret to choose this program and my life will be more and more colourful !!

Bless me !!!!

友谊

2011-07-23T12:21:00.010+08:00

唉………………

一言难尽啊！！！

最不想发生的事，就在18岁这年又再度发生了！！

或许18岁是我迈向成熟的思想最好时机~
昨天，接了一通电话。。

在我盖电话那一瞬间，脑海里突然不断浮现了许多负面的回忆~

这一切就像曾经受过伤的疤，又再一次的受伤~

那种痛你能理解吗？

那种回忆是我人生以来犯了最大的错误！

怎么弥补也弥补不了~

就算我们让时间冲淡一切，但这一切也不会完全消失~

那只是帮助你过得好一些……

九年的友谊是很长！难道要放下就很容易吗？

或许是太相信，所以这一下子让你失望了你很难接受~

但是就为了那么一点小事就搞到这种地步吗？

我再怎么努力挽回及守住我们之间的友谊，也要看你肯不肯接受我的付出啊~

现在想起~

对于友情，每次都是我先主动让步，挽回……

原因又是什么？是因为我不想失去！

但结果呢？却又换来了什么？

一下子被忽视，一下子又被利用等……

当我发觉了，我依然在安慰自己~

我不多说也不计较这一切~

但有谁又知道？

突然觉得我自己好傻哦~

哎~~算了……

或许这就是人生~

最后还是要说顺其自然！

有一首歌名叫好朋友只是朋友，几句歌词是这样的

“好朋友只是朋友还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后

就一个人走无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了

缘分的神奇我都不管了

可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割

哪怕很痛过至少就不算错过“

Primary Gathering

2011-07-02T18:52:00.001+08:00

last Saturday, I went to primary school gathering~
OMG!!! I was surprise!!
Everybody become more pretty and handsome~
UNBELIEVABLE !!!
haha...Good Job!!
Congratulation to everybody ya~ lol...
In my opinion, this time is the most succeed to have gathering....
Luckily everybody enjoyed it...
Thank you to Yi Qi ya...
you have a good organize ability..lol...
I am so glad to meet you all!!!
hope we can meet next time!!
Boss, Yi Qi and Hock Leong when you all free date me out ya!
We go Yam Cha again~haha...
We must keep in touch ya!!
I miss you all guys!!!

Happii always ya....
Hope you all have a bright future~
ciao...

Our BOSS!!!

Melaka half day trip

2011-06-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday after class 12.30pm, my friends and I straight away went to Melaka !!
woohoo...
That was a nice trip !!!
when we reached melaka, we ate a lot of delicious food...
wah...shioknya...
Obviously, my weight is gaining but my memories are increasing!!
so, that is a good news or bad news for me? lol..
Although we felt very tired, but it was a really nice day for us~
I reached home about 2 am...luckily my mum didn't scold me...
actually we went to Melaka purpose is farewell our ELS Kaki boss!!
now, i have some speech for him ~

Shang Yong - Momo Yong
erm....Boss !!! when you fly to Aus must take care yourself ya...
don't be so lazy~
by the way, don't waste your parents money too...
although you will stay at there for a couple of years,
but hope you will not forget us (ELS Kaki members, especially me) !!! lol...
when you are free don't forget to on skype and FB !!!
let us get more about your information~
The most important thing is..dun always looking at girls~
we are so worry you !!
you know why?
Because we scare to hear that you have a small momo yong~
lol...just kidding...
Must Keep In Touch ya....
SORRY for cant send you to Airport~
Apologize~
we will miss you...
thank you for treat us in Melaka ya...haha..
when you back Malaysia must contact us ok!!!

wish you have a bright future and 一路顺风~
Bye My freind~

Cendol...

Nyonya food...

Coconut Milk shake ~

we are eating satey celup..

Nice shoot right !!!

2011 year Sotong Birthday

2011-06-04T02:48:00.000+08:00

Sorry for late update!!!
Thursday I went to Brickfields Old Town White Coffee with Yuki and Hooi Lee...
Actually we discussed meet at there 11am..but they were late!!!
They reached there about 12pm !!!
They late almost 1 hour!!! When they reached I have already finished my breakfast~
We met there purpose is decorate the bottle for Sotong gift...
at there we got took some photo..lol...show you later~

Sotong!!!! Happy Belated Birthday Post ya...
haha...wish your dream come true and pretty everyday!!!
I know you have some trouble recently...
Hope you can settle it easily...bless you!!
Remember!!
when you need some help, we willing to help you~
when you are crying, we will give you a piece of tissue ~
when you feel tired, we can lent our shoulder for you...
Cheer Cheer UP ya!!!
remember everything will be fine!
所有的挫折是让你变成熟的机会~加油！
Remember we are still around you !!
luv you !!!

good luck to you....
Ciao~

our dirty mouth....

Sotong nice post!!! haha...

free time

2011-05-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

hohoho...update again~
Finally i have one week holiday!!!!!!!!!
super free time!!!
How should I spend this holiday??
huh!? boring.....
stay at home keep facebook, msn, skype and weibo...
See!! How boring my life~
and how about you??
who want to date me out??
I'm willing to go out with you, but I have to see whether you are good girl or good boy..
lol...

To my dear @Sotong tsang..
Are you ok??
when you feel sad or unhappy you can find me..
I'm willing to help you and give you encourage..
I know what problem are you facing now..
erm...just take it easy~
I tell you the truth~
don't think, don't care might be the best way for you..
if you over care, over think~ you will be very suffer from that...
we are girl !!! as you know, 女人是感性的动物~
So, don't think too much is much more better...
cheer up ya!!!
can call me or find me every time ~
Bless you and Good Luck...

Ciao...

Farewell Party

2011-05-21T03:10:00.000+08:00

uuuuuhhhh.....
My dearest 燕莉妹 is going to fly ~~
So sad now...
燕莉妹燕莉妹燕莉妹~~
我好想大声地告诉你！！
我会很想念你的！！
还有我很爱你！！
你总是那么的blur blur 真叫人不担心你啊....
到了澳洲记得联络我们~
去到那里你也许会不习惯，那只好慢慢适应咯~
在那里若被人欺负或发生了一些不愉快的事时，
记得还有我们这群朋友~我们会很乐意的帮助你及支持你~

之前听你说要出国读书时，心里没觉得怎么样。。
但今天！是你飞的前一天，我们家的牛也帮你举办了一场farewell party...
虽然我在照片里很丑，但我们也拍了很多张的照片。。
希望你得空时可以拿出来看看及想想我们……
哈哈。。我好想送机啊！！！
明天希望我能有机会送你机啦~我一定要想尽办法去！！
你啊！要好好照顾自己。。喝多点水，天气冷的时候穿多些衣~

知道吗？记得要保持联络哦~你~

Yan Li Mei must take care yourself ! don't let us worry about you...

Ciao...

Celebrated Black Pig Birthday!!

2011-05-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Black Pig!!!

today is your 19th years old birthday~~

old old old lo...lol..

Friday i really felt paiseh when i sit inside your car ~

lol....anyway..hope you can enjoy the time that we celebrated with you...

on Thursday night, me and amanda discussed about how should we organized this Birthday Party..
then, suddenly we had an idea...
both of us thought this month maybe is some people's last month..
so, we have to made some souvenir for you all...

few more month later, we will totally separated ~~
so we must treasure all the time!!!
Our I-city and club haven't plan yet !!!!
lol....

hope when you all study in college still won't forget ELS kaki !!!
we can chat in facebook or skype!!!
this will be our last bookmark!!
Take care it ya!!!

ciao~~ miss u all...

Happy Buffday...

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2011 year Birthday

2011-05-06T17:04:00.001+08:00

sorry for late update my blog~
damn busy recently...no time to update~ pls forgive ya!
I'm so glad to know you all guys!!!!
Appreciate!!!
all of you are so wonderful and amazing ~
I'm so sorry to Ah Neng, Xwei, Katherine,Ah ching and Qqin...
sorry for reject your's date, by the way, I have to thanks too...
thank you for you all wishes, celebration, sing and surprise...
give you all a big big big big KiSSSSS....lol..

this year, my birthday had somethings bad happened..
thank you for you all be with me and gave me encourage..I'm so touched~

I can't explained how much that i you all...
I will treasure every moment that we are together~

thank you very much!!!

In addition, this birthday celebration was my first time blew so many candles~ lol..awesome!!
thank you for ELS kaki friends...all of you are so 3 8 and cute...
Although we are just know each other a couple of months, but we are so enjoy with each other...
after few months, we will start separate~
hope we can keep in touch ya!!!
when all of you are free pls spam ELS Kaki group wall !!! don't let it "fa mou"~

i won't forget all of the memories that we are together..
you all...muakzZ...

Somemore!!! I want to say thanks to Said..
you're so friendly!! and thank you for your video clip..
when i received it I'm shock and felt touched...
Thank you very much!!!! keep in touch ya!!!

thanks Said !!!

ELS Kaki members~

ice-cream day..haha...

THANK YOU very MUCHHHH !!

Pasar Malam

2011-04-16T00:12:00.001+08:00

I'm glad to know all of my friends !!
all of you are wonderful and Perfect ~

I you all !!! muakzZz...
I will cherish all the time that we are together and never ever forget those resplendent memories~

When all of you are beside me, I won't feel lonely..

Oppositely, I'm feel bliss and warm !

that's why I like my life and friends...

This Wed, I went to pasar malam with amanda, Lin Li, Edward, Momo yong, Henry, Jordan amd Shin.

wow...quite fun!!!

lol...I will remember those memory that we had free McD breakfast!!

that was my first time ate so many McD's burger per week !!!

My weight is gaining...Gosh~ getting fat again!!! haiz...

need to keep fit!!

So, I'm planning monday to go Yonex play badminton with those 38 friends~

lol..

To: My high school friends !!! I miss you guys a lot!!!!!

Sr3 life is not easy~ must be cheer cheer cheer up ya!!!

don't be so stress...relax relax relax~ bless you all...

and we must keep in touch ya!!!

you all~

My astro 至尊流行榜

2011-03-29T20:39:00.001+08:00

Hey!! awesome concert and awesome friends!!!
Last Saturday was the My Astro 至尊流行榜~
wow..Fantastic !
I saw a lot of handsome and pretty idol !
Last Friday I started bag pack to Genting and took my result!
OMG! Bad result! Stop talking that!
When we arrived Genting we started book Hotel..
Then, after shower we started went to out side Theme Park for queue..
Huh!! so tired ! I sit at there about 15 hours and never sleep!
Of course when I felt bored I make some new friends..
At there I know three boys..they are so funny!!
haha...that was my first time damn crazy with Idol~
Although I'm tired but I felt satisfied and deserve...
About 2am 东于哲 came to the destination and bought food for their fans!!!
wow..they are so intimate~
somemore I saw 阿哲mother, sister and brother~
阿哲really good in look~
In the concert, I'm trying to stand at the free standing side..
It was really tired, but I never felt regret because I can saw all the idol !!
The next day, about 12pm finally exchange finish the ticket!
huh!? then we go back hotel and took a rest!
Sunday about 11.30am came back with cable car and bus~
woohooooo~~~Hyper happy and get high in the concert!!!
Awesome!!
hope I have chance to attend this kind of event again..
See you~

I Aaron !!

Nice voice!!!

Handsome too!!!

The drinks bought by 东于哲~

I Fahrenheit !

AK very handsome!!!

Pahang trip

2011-03-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

Last Friday after class, Fen's dad came to ELS and pick up us to Pahang..
wow....he dad treat us all the food and trip!
I'm feel appreciate !!
Her aunt is very kindly and friendly~
Thanks to her very much..because she be our tour guide in Pahang..
When I went to Fen's house, I realize that her food rank is too much big!!
Oh My Gosh !!! in the 3 days trip i became fat and I find something new at there!!
Her parent are so kindly, they brought us to eat delicious food and take care of us!!
Thank you very much !
Fen's brother is a perfect and gentlemen...
Unfortunately, he has a sister as Fen !!
Fen is so bad !! She always bully her brother, but her brother never ever revolt her~
This is the first time I saw a good boy as her brother~
I'm so admire that she has a brother as him !!
My brother......haih...speechless...
Somemore !!! in the trip we had went to visit the native..
This was my first time saw them~
In my opinion, I feel they are very clever~
they can make something miracle things~
I haven't receive the photo..So, show you next time~
See you again~

on the road to Pahang...

after caving, our face look weird...

this girl so pretty~

I'm so admire that she pretty than me~

104 level

2011-03-07T21:28:00.001+08:00

Today is the first day in 104 level..
OMG! The time was going too fast..
I have been ELS for few month ago, I still need to stay here for 3 month..
After 3 month ago, I will graduate..T.T sad..
Today morning, after my breakfast I went to office and checked the name list..
Unfortunately, my name wasn't display on it, so I went to ask the officer..
After that, the officer gave me the time table and the class..
OMG!! When I got it, I felt so sad!!!
I dont like this class ~ ~ damn bored class..
What happed to these 2 month !！
I 'm really felt regret that I was promise you to claim the officer put us in the same class~
Can us be more independent?
We can't be together everytime everymoment..
It is useless for us !!
When I came into the class I felt shock !!!
Because this month is the most many Malaysian study with me !
I like another class....they have a lot of fun!
So, I wish our class can be more active..
Please don't make some stupid thing again..

Please Please Please !!!
I beg you..because I don't know what should I give you respond..
So sorry about that !!

I'm missing my 102 level friends~

busy

2011-02-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

sorry that i can't update every week..
I left my high school since 2 month, but I felt my life damn busy~
everyday have many homework..
when i was studies high school, i dont touch any homework...
but now!!! everyday should do my homework!!
haiz.....busy busy~~
recently i sleep very late and my skin become worst..
suffering....i have to go facial~ T.T
next week is a important week...
we have to prepare final exam and graduation performance...
Do you all have any idea??
pls help me~~

God please bless my final exam can pass nicely~
all my friends wish you all good luck~

See You !

My new life

2011-02-11T13:58:00.000+08:00

I never update for few week ago..
How was your Chinese New Year??
Is it interesting?
erm..well..I am just came back from PJ ELS..
there had a chinese new year party..
there was fun!!!
and that was my first time taught oversea friends used chopstick!!
I knew many friends at there~
some Iran and Arabian friends quite funny and interesting~
they sang and dance inside the bus!!!
haha...look crazy~
see you all on monday~

In Chinese New Year,
I took many photo...
let me show you now!

Happy Chinese New Year~

Prepare Chinese New Year

2011-01-31T14:33:00.001+08:00

Yesterday my whole family made Kuihtapek together...

kinda special...

My mum followed recipes that my maternal grandmother record..

That is a traditional of my family...

When Chinese New Year is coming, my family will make it together..

Sometimes we will invite cousin and make it together...

The ambiance was very nice and Terrific !!

I know some of you don't know what the meaning of Kuihtapek..

that is a Cracker of Chinese traditional..

later i will show you the picture...

I believe that all of you have try it before...

How about your plan during Chinese New Year??

erm...My family may be will go back to my home town -- Penang

some more i am going to watch 天天好天 with my whole family~

This year i buy 5 sets of cloth such as, 2 shirts, 2 short pan and 3 dress...

Wish you all can enjoy your Chinese New Year ~

take care yourself !!

My sister putting cracker into a tin...

aaarrrrgggghhh....so HOT !!!

Dear grandpa

2011-01-17T19:15:00.001+08:00

my cute grandpa...

when Thursday morning i heard this news i never felt sad !!!
you know why??!
because i can't accepted that my grandpa already gone !!
I thought was the hospital got problem...
I feeling that he was survive !!! He still beside us...
But, when i am bath i feeling sad and i cried inside the bathroom..
when i went to school i was confuse !!!
after finished school..my parents told us went to pray...
when we reach there, i walked to see his coffin immediately..
i saw his face i felt sad !!! I want cry, but i can't !!!
i feel regret that i never see his last side!!!
sometimes when i am free i will walk into his room and visit him..
sometimes he will catch my hand with tightly ~
sometimes he will try his best and chatting with me !!!
these everything i feel warm...
because of my grandpa let me become more mature..

When i see his coffin going to burn i feel suffering !!
my tear was wandering...
now, i am okay....
i won't be sad anymore...
because he already liberation and never pain anymore...
God please bless him can be a good person in future...

My dear grandpa R.I.P

new Friend

2011-01-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry for late update !!!
Last Friday, after finished studying...
Yan Fen and me brought Susan to Sunway Pyramid..
Susan is my new friend in ELS, she comes from Korea..
When we reached Sunway we had our lunch in Full House..
I'm so sorry, because Full House food was not delicious...
Apologize ~~
In Full House, we had took some picture...
Show you now !!

I feel regret to bring you all go inside the restaurant...

Sorry !!

this three photo was took by Yan Fen..
I am wearing Yan Fen spectacles without lens..
look like OL right !!! haha...
finish my blog...
Ciao~

1st day in ELS

2011-01-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

wow..today was a great day!
feel happy that i knew many other country friends~
Although i'm not same class with yan fen but that was good for us..
It is because we can meet more and more friends...
she can introduce some friends to me and i also can introduce to her..
When i'm bread time, i am not having lunch alone..
I took lunch with a korean girl..
She told me she was very happy, because when i'm not came to ELS she was took lunch alone..
Now, we can took lunch together ~
In ELS i have a lot of FUN !!
but the FUN not same as high school...
they are different type of FUN !!
My class have Korean, Malaysia, Arab, Parkistan and Iran etc...
The most ppl are come from Arab...
They are so so so so talkative...
and a man always said his father very handsome as same as him..><
hope we can get more FUN !!
and my high scl frens i MISS you ALL...

My life...

2010-12-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

Xwei later i put a picture you will shout..
haha...
today about 2++ pm, my sis brought my youngest sis, bro and me to dentist..
because my sis and i have appointment..
after checked our teeth we felt hungry...
i suddenly want to eat Snow Flake !!!
so my sis brought us to SS15...but there was SUCK !!!
we go around 4 times...still cant found parking !!!
Finally we surrender...dun want to eat Snow Flake !!!

but we inside car felt enjoy...because i help my bro took many pic..

all FUN !!! later show you...

next, we thought to buy a cake and went back home eat...
consequence, we cant found the cake shop !!!
Surrender again !!! then my sis and bro went to 7-11 to bought roti !!
when reach home, my youngest sis and me cook maggie...so yam gong...

after took my lunch,
i started arrange all my brother, sisters and my growth photo..
last sunday, i bought a new photo album at ioi... i very love that album..
very very very nice !!!
then just now i took all of the photo and paste into the photo album..
Finally done my work，quite an accomplishment...
ok..show you photo now !!!

My bro pic...

New photo album...nice?

our growth photo...

CIAO ~

Merry X'Mas

2010-12-25T00:54:00.012+08:00

Wish everybody Merry X'Mas !!!
hohohoho...
In my life, I first time be a Santa Claus...
hohohoho....
so funny and so stimulate...
Hope my brother will not discover that Santa Claus are his sis...
We just hope he can get some childhood memory...
and hope he can be happii always...
My dear bro I you, my dear..
To: My dearest friends

Hope next year 2011 year, X'Mas day we can gather and countdown together...

If we have no chance...hope we can sms to wish each other...

and won't forget each other ok !!!

Wish you all have a nice X'Mas day...

See you!! All my friends...

MuackzZ....

This song is send for The most special's you...

Speechless..

2010-12-22T12:48:00.005+08:00

What happen to me??
when i woke up start feel emo[ing] until now...
Is it my fault??
Where is the problem??

为什么我总是在大群里不出众？

why why why??
who can tell me??
is it my personalities?
actually i really care you all...
but dunno you all still caring me?
Yan li mei, Xwei, Yuki, Sotong, Jing wen, Kai qing, Ah Qing, Remy, Jess, Kyin, Bibi, Jer Jin, Suzanne, Fen
我又是否在你们心里也占有个位子？

平时就嘻嘻哈哈说你很重要 ~

但事实上真的有很重要吗？

还是说说而已？

自己清楚吧 ……

所以哦~ 友谊真难衡量。。

有时候你觉得最重要的人却不一定把你当成最重要！

没关系~ 今年结束，新的一年又来了~

谁又会取代谁这又很难说了~

正所谓：“ 合则来不合则去！”

有什么问题就留言吧 ~

你们的纪念册我所写的每一个字都是我的真心和用心。。

当你们遇到困难时，我很愿意听你们诉苦~
got any problem welcome to find me...
my hp 24 hour on !!
huh!! relax now....
see you my dear friends...
when free can date me out !!

my heart

2010-12-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG !! today morning when i reach school,

i saw all the band members were gathered outside band room !!!

they waiting to go KLIA fly to TAIWAN !!

so sad...that i cant go...

after meet you all i quickly went to opposite school for took breakfast ~

it is because i dun want to see you all leave me...

i scared when i saw it i will cry...

hope you all have a nice trip....

and pls dun buy things for me, because i scare you all not enough money..

dun waste money on me....buy all the things that you like...ok !

thank you for you all willing to write my souvenir...

APPRECIATE...hope that all words were come from you all real heart...

dun misunderstand this meaning...i sure trust you all...

today is my last day wear school uniform and last day study at school...

hope you all can treasure each other..

when i free i will come back to meet you all...dun worry...

hope when i come back you all does't forget me...

now i need thank you to Yan Fen and Shih Shien...

thank you for you all's present..

i will keep it and dun make it dirty...

thank you...hope we all can keep in touch...

To all my sincere friends...

you all are the best !!

pls dun think and feel you are bad..

although this world dun have any 100% perfect person..

but you all in my heart was a 98.999999....% good person...

may be sometime we will doesn't like each other...

but that was just a minute, that won't be forever hate..

because of your shortcoming, let me recognize my own shortcoming too...

thank you for disturb my life...

i love you all...

bye... my dear friends...

To Someone

2010-12-18T19:09:00.003+08:00

In this world nobody is 100% perfect...

and me also no exception...
because no perfect so we having some trouble..
so now i'm facing a trouble in friendship...
i know sometimes you really dislike me...
sometimes get mad on me..
sometimes feel disappointed on me...
but this all things also happen on each other feeling...
not only you...
it is because 一個手掌是拍不响的 ~

i feel appreciate that you willing to share your things with me...
and sometime i facing some trouble you also give me some encourage..
when i was crying you gave me tissue..
when i don't understand what are teachers teaching ,
you were willing to teach me with careful...

do you know sometime i feel jealous ??
it is because you always play with them...[dun misunderstand this meaning]
every time everyday i try my best to dun make you feel bored..
but i used to done my mission then just play with you...
when i heard you said :" xx...我很闷！"
do you know what my feelings??
i feel sad and disappointed...
do you know what cause our friendship become worse??
because of responsibilities...
i tried to forgive you, but when i meet you...
i feel speechless...
when i heard somebody to told me..”那她对你来说也很重要的朋友咯？”
i realized that was my real and sincere answer in my heart...

anyway...i never regret to be your friend...
lets time to dilute everything...
remember everything is beautiful...
hope you have a bright future and get a lot resplendent memories...
Ciao....my dear friend....
at last, i need to send a song to you...
this is my heartfelt wishes...hope you will like it...

see you...

Everything Is Beautiful

going out again !

2010-12-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

i am late to update...

yesterday 10-12-10 we went out to time-square BBQ Plaza took lunch..

the supervisor haiz...beh ta han...tak boleh tahan !!

first time saw a man damn 38 and childish !!!

but today everyone feel FUN !!

hope there's next time...

although i am not important and perfect in you all heart...

but at list we who know each other and into each other's lives once...

so next year when i am not at school pls dun forget me...

got any else also can tell me...

at list let me upgrade around my fren problems..

so we will no sense of distance...

when you all free, also can invite me to pasar malam or yam cha...

with you all have laugh more than sad..

so thank you for fate let us to be friends...

and let us join into each other life...

no else can sever our relationship, just cut off by ourselves..

wish you all good luck in Sr3..

hope next life we can meet again...

bcoz of you, i will see the real life and world...

bcoz of you, i will be more stronger...

bcoz of you, i will be more mature...

bcoz of you, i will be more independent...

bcoz of you, i will be more cheerful...

so i will take care for myself and treasure my life...

THANK YOU !!!

good night ~~~ swt dream...

Kim Hyun Joong ♥

2010-12-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

hohohoho...
new update again !!!
let me show you what did i bought and got yesterday....

this is Kim Hyun Joong poster...
anybody who buy more than RM50 in The Face Shop can get it....
this photo actually is just one paper...front and back...

The Face Shop got a lot discount...
so yan li and me bought skin-care product at there,
we think we just only bought RM 50++ but less than RM 70..
when we paid money, the cashier said my product was RM 83 !!!
wow !!! shock !!!!
but got free a GEL mask and a RM 5 voucher....
my heart so pain.......
aiya...nevermind can saw leng zai already satisfied...
ahaha...Kim Hyun Joong real person really handsome !!!
my spirit going to fly ad....ahaha...
anyway,
that day go with yan li mei, Bee ong, Hooi lee and guai shou really FUN !!!
thanks a lot ya...

miss you all...
hope we can meet next time...

ciao.....sweet dream...

Idol

2010-12-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

hey hey...

tomorrow go to Pavilion with yan li mei and hooi lee !!
yeah !!!
may be i will reach there about 11++ am..
anybody want to join us??
in the morning, i accompany yan li mei to watch movie Harry Potter !!!
our next mission is.............SEE Kim Hyun Joong !!!

ahaha...see leng zai is my usual ~
happiii happiii...

i like pursue idol days !!! that was fun !!
before i went to Getting now went to Pavilion...

hope my future can contact a lot artist !!!
haha...damn expect !!
so excited now !!

So, yan li mei and hooi lee see you all tomorrow !!
dun be late ya...and dun be suddenly cancel !!

i will kill you !!! haha...

wish you all have a nice dream...

before that "My astro 至尊排行榜"

at GENTING ...

The End... Ciao....

Science exam [SPM]

2010-12-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

SPM science exam still left 8 hour 7 min !!!

haiz...haven done my science !!!

still have a lot a lot chapter !!!

in school, when having science lesson every time play, talk and sleep...

Now !!! is SPM exam !!!

feel regret...........................

If today I never saw Yuki facebook post i also dunno today having last year in scl and last month on 2010 !!

My cherish DEC !!

All my frens !! we still left 28 days crazy together !!

must treasure ya.... you all !!!

My dear God please bless me ya...

later before go to scl i will pray !!!

now facebook[ing] with my dear Katherine...

Hope we can get credit ya...cheerio cheerio!!!

in this 28 days, hope we can get a lot lot memories....

next year we meet if we have luck.... !!

and miss you...

wish you good luck and sweet dream later.....

MuackzZZ ....

Score A+

2010-11-28T16:49:00.001+08:00

my dear Lord !!!

tomorrow please bless me !!!

My math should be score A+

and i hope i can get 3 or 5 credit...

at list can let me go college..

i dun care is diploma or foundation...

pls pls pls....

bless bless bless...

ciao...continue studying formula...

Grandpa

2010-11-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

My dear God !!!!

Do you know I am shouting at you ?!?!?!

please please please....

I need your help and bless...

not only me , my grandpa need your bless and help too...

Now, he staying at Columbia Hospital...

just now we went to visit him..

when i saw him, my tear was roll in my eyes...

that time he still sleeping...because he just came out from surgery..

although i am not close to him, but i can't let him go away...

he will stay at hospital is because his leg was injured by diabetes...

today about 4 o'clock he was started to undergo 4 hour's operation...

so sad...hope he can speedy recovery..

My dear God please help him...

Somemore !!! Monday i going to exam Math !!!

I need to score A+ !!!

can ?? i think can....haha...

God bless me too...

Ciao...

Dislike

2010-11-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

I know that problem not important

but i CARE !!!!

Constantly emerging scene in my mind....

that you promise me, u cant do possible....

i never said that you are wrong...

i just dun like not trustworthy ppl...

i feel in this class i cant find a person who can be trusted..

sure got, just few person,

but they are purely...

i not ruthless to tell them somethings...

coz i scare i will broke the impression in their mind...

so just put in my own heart secretly..

going to sleep...CIAO ~

Shit !!

2010-11-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

Oh My God !!!!

SPM still left 1 day !!!

my BM haven finish !!!
and i haven touch BI before ~~~
die lo...

NERVOUS !!!!

GOD !!! pls bless me....

pls...

Stress !!

continue to study ~~
................................................CIAO.........................................................

bless me pls~

2010-11-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel myself very GENG !!!

SPM still have 5 more days !!!

i just study some subject...

and tomorrow i going to take undang exam !!!

hope i can PASS it....

if i pass, then can relieved and concentrate in my SPM !!!

My dear GOD !!!! pls bless me....

velaine you can !!!!

wish myself good luck ~~~

last day + katherine birthday

2010-11-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hap py Birth day to YOU !!!

haha...Katherine do you happiii today??

hoho....your birthday let me feel admire ~~~

so many people are caring you, love you and accompany you...

thanks to invited me to Wong Kok drink the BIG BIG BIG milk tea ~

Honestly, this is my first time went to Wong Kok celebrated with friends...

and also first time drink BIG BIG BIG milk tea ~ happiii...

thanks a lot ....see !!! my first time giv you ad..haha

somemore...

my first time swimming with frens,

cycling with frens also already giv you, xwei and siew ching ~

haha...anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU !!!

wish you have a nice and special birthday ~

Next.....

actually today i really really hope have a perfect and wonderful full stop in my high school..
BUT !!! unfortunately that was not wonderful !!!
i think all of you didn't know that what i were mad today ~
i didn't claim that you all must 100 % to co-operate me !
but i hope you all can respect me !
I've told you all repeatedly help us to move all the table...
but !!! nobody listen to me !!! can all of you think by my site properly?
you all guys at home is a 千金小姐 i dun care !!!
but ! now is at school okay !! can be more united ?
you all guys doing like that let me feel i did not have any powers and awesome dignity...
and i feel i am useless...you know !!!
you all let me feel disappointed !!!
when somebody was moving table with toilsome, i went to class !!
i saw a lot of "frens" sitting at there with doing nothing !
you know what is my feeling???
you all is my treasure fren, but how could i scold you...
i am worry about when i scold you, you will become hate me or saying bad things to me ~
somemore !!! i feel sad and heartache !!!
when i am angry...not my classmate to condone me !!
is a Sr2B fren to comfort me and help me !!!
she help me to move the table to another class...
i feel sorry to her...bcoz that is not her business, but she choose to help me~
thanks a lot to pei ying (yap)....love you...
when yan lee ask me who throw the rubbish...
i really forget who is the duty...
i ask and ask...nobody to bother me~

LAST,

i have no energy to ask...
then do by myself !!!
fortunately got Kyin, Yan li and Xwei help...
if not i really dunno how could i take the 4 BIG rubbish to throw away...

huh !?

thanks 3 of you....love you...
Xwei, sorry for scolding you....
i am not purposely...
when i am mad, i need to cool down....
really sorry ya....i never scold my frens before...
this is my first time....sry sry....
hope you can forgiv me...

Happy birthday to xwei~

2010-11-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

hello everyone...
i just came back from xwei house~
thank you for your caring and entertained...
hope 2010 year was your special birthday ~
and hope you are enjoy your 17 years old birthday !
this few days we got a lot of fun and new memory...
hope all of us wont forget about it...

不知何时再能一起去对方家住

一起去游泳

一起去打保龄球

一起骑脚踏车

一起读书

一起吃早餐午餐晚餐

一起去pasar malam

一起去吃火锅

一起聊废话一起聊天到三更半夜

一起称赞人

一起聊是非

一起庆祝生日

一起拍照一起买同样的衣服

一起补习

一起玩乐

一起起床

一起去公园

一起回家

一起搭车

互相你请我我请你等....

when i am study college,I really hope you all wont forget me !!!
in this few days i really felt happiii...
and i scare the day we leave each other...
i will miss you all...
pls promise me....
when i am not in school
you all will date me come out or tell me about your scl life ~
i dun wish that we have any distance between our friendship...
pls pls pls...
all of you in my heart is the most shining star...
i will treasure our memory and all the photo...
photo in our friendship is the most good witness...

LAST, i wanna thanks to siew ching and katherine for accompany me went to xwei house ~
in these few day, i understand more both of you...

love you all...muackzz...

2010 year Sr2C

2010-11-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody...Happii Deepavali !!!

today is Xwei new year day...

hahaha...

Oh my god....

i cant believe that yesterday was my last day study in Kuen Cheng high school...

time was gone...

and my age gone too...

after few month ago, i will not stay in high school anymore ~~

yesterday night,

when i was searching india MV for xwei...

suddenly felt sad and my tear was around my eyes..

Sr2C

you make me crazy..

i perhaps really fall in love with you all...

i feel proud and glad to knw you all..

I cant not know you all..

and i cant stay without you all when i am play and chat !

I love you Sr2C !!!

you are the best and glorious in my

not else can supersede that you in my heart !

i hope when i am not stay at school, we still can date together and take a tea..

of course, i hope you all will not forget me ~~

dun worry...when i am free, sure will come back and meet you all..

if any else got happen trouble, can call me...

i will giv u some encourage, if i can...

and my shoulder is always belongs to my soul mate and friends...

i really really not willing to leave you all..

but no choice..because i wanna strive for my goal and my studies..

i wont forget you all !!!

if got any activities must invite me ya...

thanks to you all for respect and tolerate me in this year...

may be i got any action make you angry or dislike..

pls forgive me...

pls pls pls...

in my high school life, because have you !

my life become more resplendent and more meaningful...

you all alter my idea, emotion and so on..

and i become mature is because of you...

thanks a lot my dear..

I YOU SR2C !

this is my nice memories...

wow...a lot as warm as toast memories !

so touch when i am view back to all the photo folder...

thanks you all entry my life...

muackzzz....

1 week holiday

2010-10-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

wow..this week i having a substantial holiday...

happiii !!! happiii !!!

monday , wednesday and friday need to go back school for having PA lesson..

this 3 days every morning we go school early, actually 8am start our lesson...

but we about 6.15am ++ reach school for gather and go to brick field yam cha..

haha...this is my Sr2 resplendent campus moment...

i am proud and happii to know you all girls..

may be between us got happen any argument or misunderstand..

pls give a chance for each other...

Bak kata:" 少一位朋友，不如多一位朋友！”

regardless of my fault or your fault pls open an eye and close an eye..

may be this is the most of suitable way to solve it..

on tuesday, my mum brought me to dentist..

for continue tied my row up theeth...

oh my god !!! damn pain...

i think this few week cant eat anythings, just can eat porridge~

suffering .......suffering.....

no method, beautiful is the life for women and girls...

so i should bear this pain !!!

after few year, i will become a pretty girl !!

woohoo...yesterday i am so glad...

bcoz sim yee, wan er, siew ching, kai qing, hui hui, teacher and me went to gymnasium..

wow...that was great !!! *****

and that is my first time went to gymnasium...

towards study economic student...

we must use the lowest cost to satisfied people needs..

so we went to gymnasium just only gave RM 1 and teacher RM4

very cheap right !!!

haha...we are planing to go play tennis next time !!!

i will expect the time come true..

love you all..muackzz...

everythings will gone

2010-10-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

Recently had a lot of problem around me...
but i am fine...
bcoz i believe everythings will gone...
so, i am waiting time to get it away...
yesterday i went to yuki house party
although that is just a double-story
but....her house was comfortable and luxury!
her house make me admire very much..
at her house we chat a lot...
those quetion let me discover that someone had change...
i know all the things were not important for me,
bcoz the most important is how could i face it and how could i solve !!!
so, i will not care anymore...
but the next moment i will face you with cautious..
i am sorry that i do these kind of decision..
sorry my fren...
at night, we took a lot of photo..
show you now...

somemore, i SWEAR !!!!
next time i will not claim my sister to fetch me anymore !!!
i will go back myself !!!
i will remember that yesterday what are you and your bf talking !!!
This is a first time that you make me mad and cant for giv u anymore !!!
bcoz u hurt my self-respect !!!
ciao.....

to someone

2010-10-18T19:26:00.004+08:00

我知道每个人の心态，观念，性格，人格都不同，甚至想法也不同

也就因大家の细想不同才会彼此不爽~

我个人觉得朋友有错当然要告诉她

或许我自己也会犯上同样の错误那就应该互相包容及互相提醒

并且不让彼此犯下同样の错误

人家给の意见不管是好或坏都应接受并且拿来参考及思考

然后再自己反省反省本身の缺点总会先被人家看穿

正所谓：“当局者迷，旁观者清！”

有时候呢做人也因该要适可而止

我知道你の本性就很喜欢表现自我

但我想告诉你，有时候做人自信过高也不是件好事

自信过高不如分点给我吧……

有时候我真の很想大声说出你の缺点！

但我选择忍

而且我记得在n年前の检讨会议里曾经告诉过你

如今你无法接受我の意见是你の损失……

虽然我の意见不珍贵，但至少能帮到你

经过这件友谊困扰风波后

这问题在我心里打滚了很久

我始终不敢当面告诉你，这不是怕被你骂！

而是我了解你の为人……

我害怕问了你之后，我们之间の关系会变得如此僵硬

我不怕没人缘，但我害怕失去朋友

这道理你了吗？

在我问你之前请你三思再思底下回答我

这一切，是你本身不愿意和好还是你自己在拖延别人の时间？

始终不可给与答复？

你知道吗？请你想想……

当一个你不再在乎の人，你还会烦恼你们之间の问题吗？

换句话是我の话，我管她都傻

可是你们之间不是喔~~~

也许这件事不管我の事，但我是因看不顺眼才帮你们の~

假如你觉得我不应该插手那我会选择放手~

但你要担保不会伤害她
还有，不了解人家或不懂内幕の人请不要轻易下定义
你所作の一切将会伤害到别人

我觉得或许是因为她本身の性格关系

所以大家才选择不理睬她

都觉得是他の错

身为朋友の我们不就应该要多陪伴她

尝试让她改掉那些negative 想法吗？

我真の很希望你们能和好

或许我の语气重了些，但是请原谅我最后一次

这或许是我最后一次对你。。

因为多几个月大家都要飞到天涯海角了

希望我の好心也好八卦也好能帮助到你们~

对你说声对不起！爱你……

芬要加油~ 节哀顺便吧！

伤心是不能解决问题の，只会让自己更难受~

一切会过去の。。愿你の公公走得安详~

Petrosains

2010-10-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

last saturday so happiii no need to school...

then we went to KLCC petrolsains ~

quite funny...

that day a lot of student went to visited..

we look like a curious baby..

very 3 8 lo...

show you now...

~~enjoy our fun photo..~~

sitting a mini car..

waiting to take " aeroplane"..

like this photo...

shih shien brother adorable..

texting an earthquake..the chair all the while shake shake shake..

see everybody laugh so happii..

this is reflection form..

Complete....see you...

New Memory

2010-10-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

Finally can online ~
ererybody i update again...
do you all miss me? haha..
this monday i went to KLCC with kai qing, siew ching, joanne and shih shien
we went there for visit the petrol science...
but unfortunately monday close !!!
so unlucky....= =''
cant go visit it then we went to watched movie...
we went to watched D-Dee..quite nice!!!
then we got took some photo...
thank you for you all...that day very happii..
that was our new memory...i wont forget about it...

Next, this picture was wrote by Kyin..
so funny....
there are taking about sim yee...
and our class created a fake new website belongs to Sr2C..
that are www.feibook.com
haha...fun fun fun !!!

thank you everybody....
let me had a lot of fun and wonderful memories..
love you all...
muackzZZ....

Finally

2010-09-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

aiyo...tomorrow want to school again..

sien...

SPM Trial is around the corner!!!

I still haven study yet...

So !!! I'm waiting to die ~

somemore.....

I gonna tell you all...

I finally DONE my portrait !!

woohoo....

happii...happii...

haha...

left is me drawn...right is original paper....

ok...good night everybody..

Have a nice dream..CIAO~

sadness

2010-09-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

http://www.youmaker.com/
今天想用华语来记载某些事情
突然觉得，当人处于悲伤的时候总有很多的感触

刚刚吖

我浏览了某人的部落格~
觉得很有意思~
突然发掘我很烂！
总觉得别人的文笔都会比我好~
我每次写部落格时，
都希望自己能写出一篇有文笔，有意思的blog
但总是无法达成……

我想一方面是因为我太词穷了吧~
所以才会导致我的文笔不出众
我会慢慢努力的~

哎~ 真不明白真理到底还存不存在这世界里……
这让我感到很彷徨

刚刚吖

我真的很生气
现在的小孩子，真不应该得宠
你宠得越多就越得寸进尺
做姐姐的劝了，反而被父母骂！
现在是什么问题啊？！
你把任务交给了我们，
帮你教好儿子，也就我的弟弟…
你就感到心痛~ 却不会为骂的人感到心痛…
上天让你做男的，难道就不必做家务？
自己的房间就可以随心所欲弄得乱七八糟？
然后再由女儿家帮你收拾这些烂垃圾？
这像话吗？我想这一点是大家都必须反省一下的~

接着，
我想对某朋友说
人与人之间就是如此的现实
一个人的背后总是要有小人的扶持
这样你才会学会坚强及达到成功的一步……
所以当别人在你背后胡言胡语时，
请别那么在乎，只要自己问心无愧~
那就一切顺其自然~
每个人的忍耐性一定要变强。。
只要你踏出这一步
你面对社会就不再是个问题了~
知道吗？

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 在此搁笔 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Happii day ~~

2010-09-10T01:24:00.004+08:00

woohoo...

On wed that day, i felt very tired but that was content....
when after PA lesson i went to Midvalley with my friends..
wow...i first time watch 2 movies continuously...
so happiii..
we watched "cats and dogs" and "step up 3 (3D)" ~
after watch movies...
i went to pasar malam with my sister and cousin...
on that day i stay at home not less than 10 hours~
1st time leh...haha...
i like night travel ~~~

now i have to share some short film for you all...
this girl name 曼青。。。
wow..I super admire her..she so clever..
she knows how to play a lot music instruments...
so geng leh...pls enjoy it...
bye..see you ~

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craving's car

2010-09-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

Today after took breakfast
my dad brought us went to see Peugeot car ~
Peugeot-308- hybride quite nice...

the car logo very yeng lo..
after saw Peugeot we went to see Mazda sport RX 8
wow..super nice...
i like it..
let me show you...

Yeng !! but do u know how much?? ~~RM 110,000~~
but mini cooper more expensive, ~~RM 140,000~~

and this Porsche 955 is my dad craving car

when i get license, i hope i can have a own car...
my craving car is Volkswagen !!!
this !!! but i most like blue colour ~

thats all...wish u have a nice dream....
muackzz....night !!!

nice song

2010-08-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

hohoho...

recently have a lot of nice song...

so today....

i wanna introduce some nice song for you all...

Attention!!!! Attention!!!! Attention !!!!

1st is my idol 潘纬柏 - 我们都怕痛

2nd is 靓女 Hebe - 寂寞寂寞就好

3nd is 靓仔何润东 - 我记得我爱过

4th is sweety 大S - 泡沫美人鱼

thats all...

Please enjoy it..

...see you...

HATE !

2010-08-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!

today i have to give an admonition to someone...

PLEASE stop lying people ok !!!

I super hate deceiver !!!

if you still wanna lie people please fuck off from my life !!

firstly, may be i can endure everything that you did to me..

but everyone has their limit ok ~

so stop doing little trick to me...

i really really really Tak Boleh Tahan you !!!

every time i give the chance to you constantly...

why you still never alter ??

some more, when i give some suggestion to you..

you always said infront of me good good good....

but after group discuss you become quibble..

haiz...

dun said anymore...

i cant mad !!! must be happii....

i cant take others fault and punish myself..

unworthy !!!

tomorrow is Jr3 trial exam !!! Gambateh ya everyone...

and i miss my cousin that study at australia~